I have not posted regularly for a long time so for anyone who has checked in, sorry. I will be going off to rehab for a month and that's a strange and somewhat frightening adventure. Since I started drinking in mt early teens, it has taken a while to get to this point and it is disappointing to think I can't unhook myself from this without help, but there you have it. I will try to write about this in the future. meantime best wishes and keep warm.